In my old life, I played the roles, held the titles, earned the accolades.

But I started to realize the “success” I had worked so hard to achieve did not fulfill me the way I thought it would. And it had come at high costs.

That was just the beginning of my decent.

A few years after the illusion of success collapsed my personal world followed.

Betrayal brought me to my knees; heartbreak and loss sent me spiraling into darkness.

There, in the underworld, I faced my shadows. I saw the masks I had worn to survive. The times I had abandoned and betrayed myself. The parts of me that I had hidden or denied.

I raged, cried and grieved. For the little girl inside me. For all the women who came before me. For all the women who have or will ever dim their light or hide their power to survive.

And then my dragons revealed themselves to me. They held me and helped me start to heal.

And when I was ready, they reminded me who the fuck I am and what I came here to do.

I am Jean - The Shadow Queen.

I don’t do love and light. I do shadow and fire.

If you are tired of wearing masks, playing roles, and swallowing truth, you’ve come to the right place.

Here, we burn the masks and transform through truth - until only what’s real remains.

If you are ready to make the decent into your shadows, I will carry a torch and walk beside you.